Tired.

I don't want to do this.

I don't want to keep on vomiting.

My throat hurts.

My stomach burns.

My head spins.

I'm so sad.

Just, sad.

This is my life.

I can't even drink water without having to purge.

I try and avoid saliva.

My throat.

My stomach.

My mind. 
But others have it much worse, so I should just stfu.
Fat, ugly bitch.