Just.

I've been wanting to write a detailed post, but my brain is buzzing, and I can't seem to stay still long enough to be able to type anything "heavy" (lolol). I'm not this emo in "real life", although, what is real life? Is this life perhaps not more real than my actual life, where I need to hide every detail of this? I'm making zero sense, so it's just as well nobody is reading. Haha. Crazy. 3.23am. Alone. I am sad beyond words.